love it was...

A pearl melted from my eye,
male i m,so refused to say its mine,
fell inside my collar,
found all cold and polar,
heart..is it so,
leave me, i said..i dn't know,
irritated i was, maybe bored,
decided and left it on the shore,
a wave came,, n it was gone,
relieved i was, saw a new dawn,
consious shouted, but it was all dark,
searched hard,
love it was , got drought n never came back..
-nijo

Zone of black and zero........

Dark brown mud,rock and thorns,
crawling,crawling...
rugged and grilled,
cuts here n there,
blood bitter and thicker,
tears n sweat all lost,
chest pumping or frost,
flowers chrushed to death,
air taking away the breath,
wait and wreck,
more crawl,,,,n a fall,
a tunnel going down n down,
slipping fast no contol,
may be an ocean may be a hole,
deeper n more deeper,
body unmovable neither d soul,
pulled n pushed,
scrached n rashed,
ants stinging here n there,
swelled, still no tears,
no trust, so help urslf n leave me...
i have a zone of, Black n Zero waiting for me.......
-nijo

a wave.......

i m wet, still cud tan u,

i m moist, so drink me, can u,

i mite look calm n far,

but d truth is that I m not,

n will remain forever as a scar,

keep collecting d shell I m sending u,

don’t forget 2 list d pain, guilt, disturbancy I m lending u,

i'll jump, twist n turn,

i'll shout, thrill n burn,

u don’t bother n keep shining over d shore,

sand u r, white n pure,

i'll just try n try n try,

u keep urslf safe n dry,

never let d mystery resolve,

i'l b a wave, will touch n dissolve......

-nijo

A STRANGER BOOK....

Oh my stranger book i'l keep on writting on u..
whether u pause or play,whether u go or stay,
whether u shout or trust,whether u wonder it is love, frnship or lust,
whether u accept or ignore, try n stop me n u'l me find me more,
whether u run or close urslf,whether u see me or hide urslf,
The fact is clear that u r my... stranger book with a heart...
i'l keep on writting on u , yes i'l write......
write without ink, write without any link....
books nvr critic or reply, just lay bak n absorb....
so absorb till i live u or u, ah not u,,, because books r immortal too...
i found u as a stranger, unread n unclutched,pampered by so many hands still so untouched
cant leave u, or may be afford 2 keep myslf away frm u...........
cant or dnt want to name the inspiration, which is carrying me now dayz,
whether u like, understand or believe me, the truth is that u'l alwaz be ..........
A STRANGER BOOK WITH A HEART TO ME........
-nijo

MELTED IN MA OWN WATER...

Tired moon, half asleep,
a drop fell down, from the weep.
Window the place where it landed,
Traveled miles, finally grounded.
Transparent and clear,
Near and more near.
So close and still bounded,
Shouted hard but never sounded.
Twinkled harder,
no one bothered.
Wait…. never easy,
Felt tired and pretty lazy.
Finally recognized ignorantly,
Came and touched that too from other side… but gently.
Visible it was, u closed d eyelid shutter,
One turquoise dew I was...asked me to melt in my own water……

WILL I GET ANOTHER CHANCE EVER,,,

A night, a road and legs two pairs,moving slowly and flowing hair,i see the moon in her eyes glittering,every word so natural without any buttering,crushing the crisp leaves behind,street lights slowly getting blind,roads getting over, clouds getting more darker,she is looking into my eyes with a question,the answer is easy but difficult is its execution,im standing with a tongue cemented,she knows i have a lot of burdens to be cremated,a smile of a loser and a kiss on the forehead is all what i have,i know it hurts and i am very bad,she smiling with tears and walking back,my eyes follows her till she dissolves in the dark,she left me for the sake of me forever,me shattered sitting on the wooden bench thinking WILL I GET ANOTHER CHANCE EVER,,,,,,,,,,,,,-NIJO